“In Christ Alone”

            After giving so much of yourself to another person, being alone is scary and hard. You question your self-worth. You begin to hate yourself. You isolate yourself to the people who stayed and truly love you. You shut down everybody. You hate everybody around you when in fact there’s only one person who is accountable of the pain. Akala mo iniwan ka na nang lahat ng tao. Akala mo ang malas malas mo na kasi nagawa ka niyang ipagpalit o iwanan para sa iba. You gave your all but in  the end, mag-isa ka pa din. Ano nga ba ang kulang sayo? Bakit kahit ibigay mo na ang lahat, wala pa rin nag stay sa buhay mo. Pinag mukha ka lang walang kwenta. Nakaka lose nang self-confidence. But here’s the twist, gurl..

Everyone might leave you and hurt you, there’s this guy who will never leave nor forsake you. He will always stay despite of the flaws you have, mas dun ka pa niya mamahalin. It doesn’t matter if you’re pretty or ugly, he will love you still. It doesn’t matter if you think of yourself as a failure because for Him, you are not. And most of all, he doesn’t want you to be perfect like the other guys whom you have meet, because for him you are more than worthy of all the stars above you. He loves you kahit na pinag tatabuyan mo na siya. He loves you kahit iba ang hinahabol habol mo. He loves you even though you prioritize someone else over Him. He loves you kahit minsan sinisisi mo na siya sa mga maling desisyon mo that leads to your self- destruction. He loves you for who you are not of what you can give to Him. He loves you that he even sacrificed his own self just to save you from misery. Isn’t that the kind of love you need? Why do you keep on pursuing that man who hurt you, girl, you deserve more than that. You just need to go back to the one who created you. Doon mo hanapin ang self-worth mo, and you will never regret it. Genuine happiness is found in Him alone. Kung gusto mong sumaya nang lubusan , bumalik ka sa kanya. Pagkatiwalaan mo siya hindi yung kani-kanino ka nagtitiwala o kaya’y dumidepende para sa kaligayahan mo. Trust His plans. Winasak ka niya, it’s because He knows what is and who is truly belong in your life.

Huwag mong hayaan sirain ka ng iba dahil lang iniwan ka. Mag move on ka and this time isama mo ang Panginoon. Kumapit ka sa kanya. Magtiwala ka na mas maganda ang mga plano niya sa buhay mo at sa buhay pag-ibig mo J

“In Christ alone, my hope is found. He is my light, my strength, my song”

–          In Christ Alone, Nathalia Grant